Part of one of her stories about molesting a young blond woman is below... If I say it's from her, it will be a screenshot directly from the messenger she sent it on. WARNING EXPLICIT GRAPHIC LANGUAGE, NOT SUITABLE FOR KIDS

If at anytime she wishes to come clean, and be honest with me about the goings on of those 2 years, and shows remorse, I will cease all of this activity, and remove it unilaterally, but I know now that's never going to happen, so I consider this a public service, and online community awareness, and will post wherever welcome, and give COMPLETE PERMISSION for anything on this blog to be shared...

I really love this guy's posts, because it is a rare occasion they don't resonate with exactly something the reptile known today as michelle dawn howard deardoff did either to me or someone else, as she is the most insecure judgmental, and condescending shrew many will ever be forced to meet, and look into her dead eyes, and see that fake smile, and sadistic but oh so charming laugh, but don't turn your back, because as fast as you can, she'll be flat on hers, with the one you love atop her.
She is a whore of whores, a deceiver among deceivers, and in many cases, she's karma come back to do some dirty work for something you should have thought twice about before deciding to go forward. She will dismantle you, and you'll thank her for doing so, providing she doesn't leave, but she will, and you'll be no better or wiser when she does, only filled with the same self loathing that drives her to continue to destroy all that is beautiful, and to control all that is in her midst. She is human on the outside, but a demon lives underneath, at least one I know of, and have been sexually abused by that one. She's so good at acting good, and she's even better at pulling others in to her masquerade. She is as vile as her heart is black, and this is why you can't trace any longstanding relationships apart from familial, save one or two true emotional masochists who look forward to her subjugating them when she feels the desire, and humiliating them at every turn.
I've decided to make it my life's work to expose this beast for what she is, and though I don't at this point even know a word, even with my vast amount of verbiage and extremely wide vocabulary to accurately describe all the malice, deviance, deception, cruelty and sarcastic mockery of all things good, unless perhaps, satan. That would be the only one word description that comes close to the truth of this creature who makes sport of destroying the minds and hearts of men and women. Now she's married for the 2nd time, and what I know of her first attempt at this begins with the highlight of having 3 children over the course of the 12 year "union" and not a one of the kids belongs to the very virile ex husband, and not a one of them was conceived during what society deems as "normal" sexual encounter. Traditional sex is boring to her, and if it doesn't become more and more deviant as a relationship progresses, to her that is justifiable cause to go outside the marriage to fulfill her salacious desires for abhorrent, and sadistic sex. Before I get too far ahead, here's his post.

THE HYPOCRISY OF THE NARCISSIST...

Narcissists are absurdly hypocritical. And they are liars. As a matter of fact, hypocrisy is just a form of lying carried out by acting out a part. One of the more interesting aspects of this hypocrisy is that the narcissist diverts your attention away from seeing the truth about them while making you acutely aware of your own flaws, real or imagined.

The narcissist is very judgmental of you, while expecting you to never judge them..another form of hypocrisy. When this happened to my now wife, she responded in a typical way...she walked on egg shells, and became perfectionist to avoid criticism. Let's look at some typical hypocritical tactics used by narcissists.

1. They have very high standards for you, their children, and others, but not for themselves, and they constantly find fault when you don't meet impossible expectations. Hint: it's not you. They just love to abuse. More hypocrisy.

2. They nitpick your faults and flaws, even inventing some, or worse, CAUSING some by driving you crazy. This is constant...except that they give you an occasional reprieve when they are “dosing you”, that is, giving you a short, temporary dose of love bombing so they keep you hooked. But, God forbid that you or anyone would mention the narcissist's flaws or faults, or bring up something you would like changed. That is NEVER permitted. More hypocrisy.

3. One sided rules...they apply to you and others, but not to them. If you were to be texting the opposite sex, or be in regular contact with an ex, they would explode. But they do it. If you cheated, it would be Armageddon, but they cheat and then say, “It didn't mean anything.” They can be dishonest and a habitual liar while getting furious when they believe someone is lying. More hypocrisy.

4. The narcissist is a perpetual victimizer yet...loves to claim to be a victim and a martyr. Narcissists have constant sob stories about their exes, their former bosses, and others who have supposedly done them wrong. The reality is that they are using these as a cover story for their own wrong doing and so people feel sorry for them and their new partner believes that all they need is to be loved. They will smear and slander these people while declaring that all they want is to get along, meaning, that those people must agree with them and never tell the truth. And, oh, they claim to hate negativity while being the most negative person you'll ever meet. More hypocrisy.

5. Narcissists are like perpetual toddlers, always pitching fits when they don't get their way, and yet, they act like they are the adult and you are the child and talk down to you, lecturing you, and telling you how to act and live. They claim to be “open minded” while demeaning and belittling what you think. They affect being humble while telling you how ignorant you are, and tell you how religious they are while ignoring the most basic precepts of that very religion. More hypocrisy.

These are but a few ways, so what other ways have you noticed hypocrisy in narcissists?

You see friends, the reason I know she's not changed, not a bit, is because she is well aware of the egregious way she's deceived and manipulated me, caused me to spend thousands of dollars investing my time, my money and my emotions into a future she NEVER intended on seeing come to pass.

Now if a person truly went from being such a vile deceiver, into anything else, that would mean conscience would then have a say in what she says and does, and conscience would dictate at minimum, a sincere apology, and true remorse (something she's not capable of) would mean an honest desire to make amends however possible. She on the other hand has decided to portray herself as the victim, and quite honestly that is what prompted this "smear campaign", except for the fact, where she has used nothing but half truths, abject lies, false humility, and of course deception, I've chosen to mostly use only her own words, so if there's any untruth to what you see here, it is because she lied when she said it.

Young blonde girl fantasy...

I am in NO WAY  a saint, but I do NOT say things I don't mean, in order to fill some narcissistic void inside at the expense of others, and that to me is what is so inexcusable, well that and every other aspect to her persona, except obviously her physical appearance, but it too is merely a means to an end, and I say this tongue and cheek, as her body is for anyone's purpose, providing the only ones who know, are those allowed to know, and if her husband knew just how good she is at cheating, and that she will actually dress for it, and in fact if he wasn't so stubbornly prideful, and would realize it wasn't anything special about him that caused her to rush down the aisle, but more knowledge I was out to expose her on a grand scale, and that she's tried to rush us all down the aisle within weeks of making us targets, he's just the first either blind or desperate enough to fall for it, he's probably in much better shape than he'll be in shortly. It's funny, as each time I think of one of her relationships, I'm reminded of the opening scene of the Matrix, where Trinity is in this building and two patrol officers are sent up to take her down, and Mr. Smith says; "Your men are already dead." because that's what it is once she gets her claws into you, be it as friend, co-worker, and especially "romantic" interest. Being an emotional vampire, just as the nosferatu have no shadow or reflection, the same is true of the malignant narcissist, she is relying on the emotions of others to be the mirror, she can then see, and emulate those emotions, and she does it well most of the time.

Whoever is in closest proximity to her, is being eaten, and/or beaten at all times, your soul is her lunch, as if she even has one, it is empty, cold, emotionless, and seemingly dead.

It comes down to this, either she comes clean to me, or over the next year I gain followers, and some who share my "crazy stories" based on the merit of their craziness alone, as NOT a single word of what I share will be fallacious, and in cases the message isn't available, it only means it came through on text, and will be available shortly, or soon after. See, what she did to me, is known best as future faking, and is directly correlated to the "spousal predatory" aspect of her personality disorder.