Monday, June 26, 2017

I can’t tell you how many times this leopard has tried to swap his spots for stripes, but it just doesn’t happen, and now I know why, because it isn’t supposed to. Have you not realized no matter how harsh or egregious the abuse and/or treatment others subject us to ultimately either gets brushed off, or is assimilated by us, but NEVER after we’ve healed do we even realize the inordinate level of abuse it was? In speaking to assorted therapists over the years, I’m inevitably told the following; “It is amazing, or (a miracle) you haven’t killed yourself or someone else, if all you’ve been telling me is true.” Yet in retrospect, when I try to see how horrible it was (though at the time and in the aftermath it is quite crippling, as we are such emotional creatures), but down the road, though the event is ever present in my case, because of eidetic imagery, the caustic harmful behavior has no more effect.”
Being an empath is unlike anything, especially when we learn what it means, what the implications are, and embracing all of it, the positive and the negative, we can navigate our way through anything, while healing those we’re to heal, avoiding the FEW we’re to avoid, and I now am completely convinced, as we are dispatched to the demons in human skin, who have abject control over the once innocent host where they dwell of from which vessel they wreak havoc, to show unconditional love, and resolve to the emotionally defunct and sorely deficient of any positive or helpful coping skills, as from the time they welcomed the nefarious entity under the guise of “I’ll be your friend and never leave you.”, which was the exact thing the abjectly abused and/or neglected innocent baby needed to hear in order to make way for the opportunistic demon, who from that day to this day, has both reared the child in the image of its father, the devil and exacted control over the innocent many years ago. Still, the Creator in great mercy sends the empath to show unfeigned genuine care, and and absolutely safe environment, to give the now well trained, and no longer innocent, yet not by any real ability to choose, being so young when this all began, allowing them to get real, and seize this opportunity for escape from their prison, by way of dispatching of the sinister freeloader within. Sadly it seems, human nature is becoming exponentially less human and aligning itself with the sinister ones, and in so doing the darkness itself. Still the healing lightworker gets on task in lavishing love, support, encouragement, showing themselves to be the prisoner’s number one fan, and as heartbreaking as it is, we have to watch, completely aware at this point, as the Cluster B intentionally chooses to attempt to play, con, get over on love itself. Love, however, is far too pliable, yet as rigid as a stone to be toyed with in that way, so it just remains resolute, hoping to be embraced, even after it’s been discarded, always hoping, and cheering on the once innocent, praying it can find it’s innocence somewhere in a corner of it’s ravaged, and raped psyche, then it becomes all too obvious, the once innocent child, has now abjectly aligned itself with the darkness, as it plays a victim role, and it truly is, but it doesn’t scream and point at the diabolical entity by whom s/he is trapped and held prisoner, no… They point at the empath, and cry “abuser!”

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